Nov. 29, 2017

記録映像が終わりました。とりあえずのハッピーエンドでしょうか。アニメではプレイヤーの存在に全く触れていないので、私達がどれだけ苦労したかと思うと…でもみんなが幸せならそれでいい！(;_;)この世界を守るため、もう少し頑張らないといけませんが、やり抜きますとも。

The anime, which is supposed to be a documentary video is over.  I guess it's a temporary happy ending.  In the anime, the existence of the player is not mentioned at all, so I get a little frustrated for all the troubles we had been through...but I don't care as long as the girls are happy!  I have to do a little more work to protect this world; I swear I will make it.

千羽鶴ちゃんも楽しくやっているようで良かったです（かつ現実にも現れてるのは特別扱いですね）。そして百鶴も無事だったらしく。会いたいから出ておいでよー。

I'm glad that Chiharu seems to be enjoying her new life (she's treated specially since she exists in the reality, too).  Also it's good Hyakkaku seems to be safe.  I want to see you, so why don't you come out?

Karen: When I get right, she even gives me a sweet I like for reward!

そしてこれに思わず目頭が…。エリカさんが聞いたら喜ぶよ。あやみさんがひとつ解放されたということだと思います。エリカさんはやっぱりどこか別の世界にいるってことなんでしょうか。でも、来ようと思えば来れるみたいな感じだったし…？いつか姉妹が再会できることを祈ります。

And I couldn't help to cry as I watched this.  Erika would be happy to hear that.  I think a part of Ayami has been released.  So is Erika in some different world after all?  But she sounded like she could come if she wanted to...?  I hope the sisters will be reunited someday.

Ayami: She's selfish, but I don't hate my big sister.

Nov. 28, 2017

流れてた記事読みました！いろいろ楽しみですね。シェルノサージュのコラボって何か具体的に絡むのでしょうか？衣装だけ？（あやみさんが完全にネタ枠w）サンタ服は個人的にちょっと不満かな～わかってないよ…本人たちも今の季節寒いでしょうよ…(-_-;)。

I've read the article in the TL!  I'm looking forward to many things. Does the collaboration with Ciel nosurge involves something in the story specifically?  Just costumes?  (Ayami.)  I'm a little dissatisfied with Santa costume personally...They don't get it...I guess the girls are cold in this season wearing such costume, too...

そういえば、以前ブログで書いた小説の感想で、私が疑問に思った「つばめちゃんがパジャマパーティーを全く知らないのは不自然では？」の裏が取れましたね。いつから監禁されてたのかにもよりますが、病院で実際にその類を禁止されていたわけですね。彼女がどういう経緯で役割を受け入れるに至ったのかは、もっと詳しく知りたいです。イオンのように人々を助けるためにやるしかないと思わされたのか、あるいは絶望や自棄の気持ちがあったのか。つばめちゃんが幸せになるには、当然元々の彼女も含めて、でないといけません。まだ課題は多いですね。

Come to think of it, my question "Isn't it unnatural that Tsubame doesn't know slumber party at all?" in the impression for the novel I wrote on my blog before was answered.  It depends on when she were imprisoned either, but such kind of things were actually prohibited for her in the hospital.  I want to know more about how she came to accept the role.  Was she made think she had to do it to help people as Ion was, or did she have a feeling of despair or hopeless?  In order for Tsubame to be happy, naturally she has to be included.  There are still many difficulties ahead.

Nov. 27, 2017

今回はBotがいいこと言った！私もそれが言いたいんだよ！でも結局、合宿から帰る時は自殺しかけるくらい思いつめてしまいますが…。本当にあの時、カレンが戻ってきてよかったです。それもシンギュラリティが助けたから可能だったことで、そういう繋がりこそが奇跡なんでしょう。

This time, Bot said good things!  That's what I want to say, too!  But when she comes home from the training camp, she ends up trying to kill herself.  Thank God Karen came back at that time.  It was possible because Singularity helped her, and that kind of connection is called a miracle indeed.

Tsubame: That means i'm neglecting myself, right? ...got it. Player: Let's make a promise. Tsubame: What's that? Player: To put yourself into "Everyone". Tsubame: i don't like to be left out either. Player: To make yourself live happily for sure.

ところで、帰りにファミマでフィナンシェさんを見かけて買ってみました。お菓子関係は詳しくないんですが、軽いマドレーヌみたいな感じ？「美味しくて笑顔になる」という意味では、フィナンシェさんと呼ばれるのも案外悪くないかも。

By the way, I found financier at Family Mart on my way home, so I bought one.  I don't know much about sweets, but it tastes like a light madeleine.  In the sense that "It is delicious and makes me smile.", it is not bad to be called Financier-san.

Nov. 26, 2017

上映会盛り上がったようですね。レポートとかあると思うので楽しみです。らぶとーくでつばめちゃんと秋葉原へ買い物に来たガブちゃんですが、恋人になってもテンプレツンデレな態度が可愛い。（こういう場合はジャンルを答えるんじゃないかと思うけど、選択肢が大雑把すぎないか？）

It looks like the screening the last anime episode was exciting.  I'm looking forward to the report.  Gabriella came to Akibahara for shopping with Tsubame in Love Talk.  Even after she has become steady, her typical tsundere behavior is cute.  (For such question, I guess I'm supposed to answer the genre, but isn't the choices too rough?)

Gabriella: And You seem to like video games, too. or rather, Tell me what's your favorite game. Player: Console type, perhaps? Gabriella: Hmm That's ordinary than I thought. Just making sure! I didn't ask you this because I wanted to know about you. Don't take it wrong! But it was a good info.

それは独占欲というのでは。なごちゃんの行事？へ行って、そういう気持ちが強くなったのかもしれないですね。既視感あると思ったら、アマガミで絢辻さんに同じようなこと言われたの思い出しましたw頭がいい人には、お人好しな主人公がそう見えるということですかね。

Isn't it possesive feeling?  Maybe Miyabi's such feeling became stronger after she went to Nago-chan's event(?).  I had a sense of deja vu here;  I remembered that Ayatsuji-san in Amagami told me the same thing before.  Smart people probably tend to see a softy player like that.

Player:
I listen if it's a good news.

Miyabi:
Yeah?

Then

I'm not gonna tell you.

Player:
I'm dependable than you think.

Miyabi:
You're so unreliable for such behavior.

So I'm telling I take care of you.

and

Let me complain too.

Nov. 25, 2017

つばめちゃんのMVを一緒に見ました！方言可愛い。とても彼女らしい可愛い曲で、軽さからいって一番最初にあってもおかしくないのに、最後に置いたところに大きな意味があるのでしょう。しかしらぶとーくがそこまで進んでいないせいもあって、大好き言われまくっても正直実感が…。

I watched Tsubame's MV with her!  Her dialect sounds cute.  It is a very pretty song and much like her.  This song could come first for its lightness, but I think there is a big meaning to be the last one. However, since my Love Talk episode is not going that far, I can't help to feel unrealistic even she tells me her love so often...

Tsubame: Looking back now, this was the first time I met you, wasn't it? *Tsubame is talking in Shizuoka dialect.

今のつばめちゃんは本来の彼女が望んでいた明るくて自分の気持ちに素直な存在でありながら、自身の強いコンプレックスは残っていて、彼女の心の闇になっているのでしょう。それがどこから来ているのか、セルフクランが抜けてた彼女にはわからなかったと思います。

Tsubame is cheerful and honest to her feelings now as she used to want to be, but she still has a strong complex, and it makes the darkness in  her mind.  I guess she couldn't get where it came from because she had lost her Self Curan.

Tsubame: I always think only me is a total wuss.

ちょうどらぶとーくも関連した話が。神楽ちゃんに殺されても構わなかったと言うつばめちゃんを、珍しく声を荒げて叱るみやびさん（なごちゃんのことがあるからね）。彼女が知るべきは、誰かの役に立つからじゃなくて、人はみんな生きてるだけで価値があるということ。

There is also a related episode in Love Talk just in time.  For a change, Miyabi yells Tsubame (Miyabi has a missing little sister Nago-chan, you know) who says she did not mind being killed by Kagura.  What she should know is that everyone is worth by only one's life, not because being useful to others.

Miyabi: Take care of yourself more before you think of Kagura!!

つばめちゃんが好意を急に強く伝えるようになったのは、カレンがセルフクランになった影響もあるのではと思います。ゆえにこうした自分を卑下するつばめちゃんの心も、今後は良い方へ変わるのではないでしょうか。神楽ちゃんだって役に立つとかでなく、そのままの彼女を好きなはずだよ。

I think that the reason why Tsubame suddenly started to strongly tell her feelings was partly because Karen became Self Curan.  Therefore, Tsubame's mind despising herself may change in a good direction from now on.  I bet Kagura also likes Tsubame just the way she is, not because she is useful to her.